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I take my briefs off under my blue duvet
And have a wank
Youre smiling in my head
While my cum rains over you like frosted snow flakes on a sunny day
I think i feel relaxed now
But i dont
I go online
And find someone getting fucked while he cries in a home made video
They are tears of pleasure he tells himself
I have another wank
This time more desperate
He is smiling in my head with his tears
While my cum hits my allready sticky stomach
I think i feel relaxed now
Your faces pop up again as i close my eyes and try to sleep
But all my body wants is to keep me up
More time awake sir
A bit more red in your eyes
Thats it
Looking great now sir
Wonderfull rings under your eyes
They make you look so relaxed
Try some coffe
It will help you sleep
Touch your sticky dick and google something that will make you hard
Good sir
We know what you want to feel
Good sir
More time awake sir
I wank and imagine
Songs from when my mother was young
When she loved
She was full of love
When she loved

Looking out over the silent city
Behind glass
and young illusions

I wipe my damp breath
Off the window
I grow
Older

A bird lands
And flutters his dark wings
As he flies off

Behind double glazing

I shall stay up here
lost in the nothingness of time

Untill my brain falls out
And I can happily dream about the sweet blossom smell below;

Peach
Fig
Plum

Their scents tickles in my ear;
Time to get fucked up
Pretend we still are important